i know there was birth control invented at the time i was born.. my mom shoulda considered it.

to elaborate on the abuse/neglect i've experienced, my parents should NOT have been allowed to reproduce.. EITHER of them. one was an angry drunk (from what i gather and conclude anyway) and the other one was/is too immature to take the responsibilities of having children. PLUS- she's always gotta make herself out to be the victim for attention- she can't take accountability OR responsibility. i was caught in the middle of a selfish disagreement and I was the one to pay the price. it turned out JUST how i had guessed it to turn out- my dad got angry at my mom and ended up kicking her and i got caught in the middle because my selfish ass mom held me in front of her (i'm honestly not sure WHY she did it.. like i've said- ANY CARING parent would have did everything possible to get her child away from their dad if and when he was drunk and angry). SHE'S NO VICTIM. ESPECIALLY since I was the one to get the brunt of the abuse (which worked out PERFECTLY for the "victim" *rolls eyes*), i've ended up having to have TWO abdominal surgeries my whole life so far. the last step is for me to be hooked up to a damn colostomy bag. GREAT JOB, SELFISH ASSHOLE. don't worry- you more than likely won't be alive to see that step for me.. you'd make yourself a "victim" in that situation too. one of my parents is NOT less guilty than the other- even though it's pretty much my mom's fault for me not getting to know my dad. if i get married- i won't have a dad to walk me down the aisle to my husband. thanks asshole. amanda can laugh at this ranting or talk sarcastically about it ALL she wants (which she probably IS)- more proof that she lacks empathy. wtf is new? she'll NEVER have to experience not being walked down the aisle by her dad, she'll never get to experience being a 6th grader trying to explain to her friend's parents what her UNEMPLOYED mom on SOCIAL SECURITY does as a job and getting laughed at by the friend's older brother- being called a "welfare case". don't even try to relate because i KNOW you CAN'T. just a few examples of how my great parents have "supported" me! *crickets* i swore to myself that i'd never put my own kids through the same shit i had to experience. although, i'm not even sure that i'm still gonna have kids- so there's a solution to that problem. i'm getting kinda old. douglas tried to condone it by saying, "CARDI B IS PREGNANT AND JANET JACKSON HAS HAD A BUNCH OF KIDS IN HER 40'S!" (that was BEFORE cardi had her most recent child with stefon diggs). i've learned not to make plans for my future, so i'm not so let down when it doesn't happen (from experience from having plans to go to college in new york and actually sending my act scores to them before my car accident- so i had the university of buffalo and a few other colleges in new york interested in enrolling me to their college after my car accident when i was fighting for my life and comatose for 6 months). BUT YEAH! LET'S BITCH ABOUT HOW OUR RELATIVE WHO DRANK AND DROVE AND KILLED ONE PERSON, NEARLY KILLED THE OTHER AND NOW HE'S GOTTA PAY MONEY TO THE PERSON WHO ACTUALLY SURVIVED 6 MONTHS IN A COMA AND AT LEAST 20 YEARS QUADRIPLEGIC IN A WHEELCHAIR SO OUR INSURANCE IS MORE THAN LIKELY HIGH AS HELL BUT AT LEAST HE CAN WALK AND DRIVE LEGALLY! seriously.. you don't look smart or clever making ANY comments or having ANY bad feelings towards the person who nearly died- especially since they weren't even drinking AT ALL during the accident- which is why they got more injured than the driver (i learned from Mothers Against Drunk Driving that alcohol paralyzes the immune system- which is why almost ALL the drunk drivers end up living). BUT YEAH! LET'S TEACH OUR DAUGHTER THAT IT'S ALRIGHT TO BE A SPITEFUL CUNT TO THE WOMAN WHO ALMOST DIED BECAUSE OF HER BROTHER! don't get me wrong here tim- she hasn't said anything to me lately but i can guarantee you that she would if she had the opportunity to. i always think of things that i forgot to say in my blog post.. that's why a lot of the time i basically finish off the previous post's thoughts.